My dad has been away and living on his own for a while now, due to some circumstances. Mostly because my mom, siblings, and I had to move away for me to get a chance to go to college. I feel guilty about it most of the time but I don't feel like I miss him unless I talk about it. The emotions do exist but sometimes I face trouble experiencing them. It makes me feel like a hypocrite knowing that I dont truly miss him unless I verbalize it.