I just found out that my boyfriend of 5 years who i live with and we have 2 dogs together got married a year ago when he went to visit his family in another country . I am completely heart broken and devastated because we always talked about getting married and having kids . We went through multiple miscarriage and he knows that my biggest dream is to have a family and get married with him. I don't understand how can he lie to me for over a year . When I confronted him he said he didn't want to loose me and that he only did it for the money also so that she can get her citizenship. Won't he have to live with her if she comes to canada. I really need some advise I feel like im having an anxiety attack my body is shaking and I'm so cold . Please help . Thank you