For about a year now I haven't felt anything like myself. Last year, I made some friends which snapped me out of a depression. Since then I had made some personality changes that are now part of my regular personality. I talk to my friends daily, but when I talk, a lot of times I feel louder and more obnoxious than I think I am. I'm talking to them, but it just doesn't feel like me. It feels forced even though I'm not forcing the conversation. I'm not exactly sure what's up. I don't know if it's because of anxiety, or if it's just me being a confused teenager, but it scares me.
I Haven't Felt Like Myself For A While?
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- 3+ months ago by ThatOneDo...
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- friend, felt, haven, year, depression, friends, years
Answers (1)
Why would you say you ARE louder or obnoxious? Did someone say that to you?
It's been a full year and you don't feel like yourself ..it's bc your already your new self. You're thinking of the past and the way things used to be, but you have grown and aged and now are a different person. So it's normal to feel out of place...like a toddler not wearing a diaper any more they feel different bc they have to use a potty...stupid example but over time we change and we become different..it is soooo hard to embrace the new self bc you maybe felt comfortable in the old. I know the feeling. It's hard and really I'll be honest it won't get easy but you'll find new niche and kinda blend eventually ....and a different struggle will surface and you'll dwell on that... it's growth. It's life . I suffer from serve anxiety and I know it's hard, find things that you enjoy and indulge in them. You need to learn to live in the "now".
A suggestion is to watch ; the secret, on YouTube
It will help with self placement
Good luck kind regards Treesa
Thanks so much. I'm watching "The Secret" right now.