For about a year now I haven't felt anything like myself. Last year, I made some friends which snapped me out of a depression. Since then I had made some personality changes that are now part of my regular personality. I talk to my friends daily, but when I talk, a lot of times I feel louder and more obnoxious than I think I am. I'm talking to them, but it just doesn't feel like me. It feels forced even though I'm not forcing the conversation. I'm not exactly sure what's up. I don't know if it's because of anxiety, or if it's just me being a confused teenager, but it scares me.