I have had a dream last night where I drowned myself. I passed out underwater in the pool, and woke up just as I was blacking out under water. I woke up in my dream then I woke up in real life. I also had a dream before that, and it was connected to the one where I drowned. I was held at gun point, I was shot but I didnt feel it because I was some sort of robot. There has been a few more, but like my dreams come true sometimes. I never think of committing suicide or death or anything. I don't know what this means though. I do normally have very detailed, vivid, lucid sometimes, dreams and I remember them descriptively. Even if they're from a while ago, I can still remember most of them very well. I write them down too, just because they're so interesting. But since my dreams are so weird, I don't take much thought about them until it happens in real life. Do my dreams mean something?