alright i just had my first kiss with my boyfriend. it was not how i expected. i thought it supposed to be something sweet but wat should i know, it was my first kiss. it felt like nothing to me and it makes me so dissapointed because he absolutly loves me and i dont know wat love really is. hes my first boyfriend and im 16 and im his first girlfriend to. i want to like him but i dont really no how it feels. i had a huge crush on him for about a week and then it went away(i had a crush on him before i knew he liked me) i dont want to be the one to let him go. and please dont tell me to break up with him. i care about his feelings and it just makes me so sad and depressed inside...please help! i know im not to spacific on wat my question is but i hope you can find me an answer that will help me.