I have a problem with hurting myself?

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Okay so a while ago I was diagnosed with psychosis, anxiety, and schitzophrenia. I see a psychiatrist and take medicane, but I feel like I have really bad depression too, but I'm not diagnosed with it so I have no medicane for it. I only see my psychoatrist about once every few weeks and I kind of just need the support when it happens, because yes, it is severe depression i feel. I have tried to take my life atleast 10 times and I feel like something is seriously wrong. Does anyone have any information on online counseling or maybe what you feel is the best action for me to take right now?

Also, the reason I attempted suicide over 10 times is because I get this feeling of being so alone and nobody wants me here because I have bad mental illness, I've lost friends because of it. Also I get depressed because I can't drive because my eyesight is too bad, and it brings down my self esteem. Sometimes it get miserable living with all this stuff. I'm worried I will continue to attempt and make a mistake you can't take back. So does anyone know what the best action for me to take at this point would be? Maybe a suicide helpline or getting admitted into a mental facility? What do you think? Any information will be appreciated!

Remember, I already do take medicane and see a psychiatrist

Answer

1. Talk about it. In the midst of his turmoil, Job said: &ldquo;I will speak in the bitterness of my soul!&rdquo;&mdash;Job 10:1.
Suggestion: Think of a friend in whom you could confide when sadness overwhelms you.

2. Write about it. When sadness clouds your outlook on life, you might want to try putting your thoughts on paper.

3. Pray about it. The Bible says that if you pray about your concerns, &lsquo;the peace of God that excels all thought will guard your heart and your mental powers.&rsquo;&mdash;Philippians 4:6, 7.

Suggestion: Use Psalm 139:23, 24 as a pattern for your own prayer to Jehovah. Pour out your heart, and ask him to help you identify the root of your sadness.

In addition to the suggestions above, you have a valuable resource in God&rsquo;s Word, the Bible. Filling your mind with upbuilding thoughts that can be gleaned from Bible accounts can have a positive effect on your feelings. (Psalm 1:1-3) Suggestions for upbuilding Bible reading can be found by considering the &ldquo;Role Model&rdquo; pages in each volume of this book.

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listen i get it people think that your difforent and dont no how to talk to you any more just completly open up to someone it doesent have to be your theropist just someone who cares just talk to them you may think that you are all alone but if you talk to some of your friends they will help you get threw it or try calling 1-800-273-8255 its a self harm hotline they listen and it helps. just stay here dont hurt your self.

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All you jave to do is call your therapist and say you are thinking about killing yourself.

It sounds to me that in-patient counseling would benefit you greatly with group counseling and individual counseling.  In addition, it sounds as if your medication needs to be changed.  Added or deducted another added or a whole new one. Being an in-payient would allow them time to change and observe how its working.

Talk to your therapist!  Good luck!

I have a problem with hurting myself?

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