ok so i feel down on myself all the time im a very smart person but if u actually listened to me u would not get me because im crap with talking and commen sense i feel that i answer tings like there really complicated and i go into little details all the time and when ever i talk to somebody on fb text or in person i some how ask questions all the time and its like i need to ask questions twentyfour seven and the one question that really bugs me is the fact that i feel worthless and i want to find a meaning or purpose in life i have complemating killing myself nurmurse times but two things keep stopping me these are one there would come more bad then good if i did and two i have an addiction this is games video games i feel that there the only thing im good at and i play soooo much i want to stop but everytime i do i just cannot even if i unplug the dam thing and hide the cords its like im attracted to it iv tryed getting a girl friend to take my mind of life but i ask to many question and the dont like talking to me after so many questions so my question is how do i find something that i can occupy myself from games the question of life and (girls are fine :P ) what purpose i have does anybody understand or can help me please help would be unbelievable by the way all of the above is me going into detailed questions thats what i do :P