The distance between us is great
In so many way, but the closest hearts to mine is yours
I thought it would be strange to see you this holiday
But your face was so familiar
The day was short for me
Although it was a time to remember
I wanted more time to talk to my friend
I have to say your confession gave eyes a glossy finish
I feel your love and its very warm
I feel your heart is achy because my love feels so cold but my love for you is warm
It's not the same element as yours
It doesn't ignite with the warmth it has
But its glow will never dim
Only shine, you are so full of love yet you need it so
love is abundant
I understand you think I'm something special
And I am, I am a lossless friend of yours
Because you are something special
You speak of an embrace
I've felt that embrace is in order falling asleeep on a cozy couch
But i fear that getting close then drawing the line
Will cause you pain you pain and confusion
I know my words are probably already painful enough
I wish i could stop your tears
I dont want to make you cry
I prefer your laughter
I prefer your bright, caring self
You, who deserves no tears
You, whose messages almost end with a smile
If we could the cozy couch without the heavy heart
I'd prefer it. Its how i love
I'm sorry if this just hurts more
You are so brave
I miss you
He wrote this after i told him i had strong feelings for him and that i was falling for him.