I have had it for almost 2 years now. I have known this for a year, but haven't done much about it. It mostly went away during the summer time, but now that school has been going on it's been getting worse. During the summer I have had only 1 panic attack during the night, and now during school I have had about 3 panic attacks, and lots of anxiety. I had started to cut my arms with scissors, but not frequently. I didn't shed any blood. I realized that it wasn't normal or healthy at the time, but it released a lot of stress. I have had no suicidal thoughts, but haven't had very good ones. I have snapped under pressure a couple times, and I was worried I had no control over my thoughts. Almost like going crazy. I have gotten into a charter school this year, and the work is 10x harder than it was at my old school. I feel like it's going to get worse. My mom knows I have anxiety, but doesn't think it's that bad. I'm also scared that I might snap on my friend and peers, and make them scared. I do not feel as though I should go to therapy, as I'm not a threat to myself or others physically. Any thoughts?