I am 12 years old. My parents constantly tell me to join clubs instead of being on my own most of the time. I have two best friends who I really like but for some reason whenever I'm with them out of school time I start thinking about how I want to go home and do something else. Whenever I do try to join a club I act normally on the outside but on the inside I'm hating it. I cant make friends and whenever someone tries to talk to me they end up giving up because I have nothing to say. However, if I'm with people I know and i can determine what I want to do I always have fun. This isn't possible when I'm with my friends because one of my friends has a very overpowering confident personality and she always decides what we're doing. Please will someone help me find something I can do that I will actually enjoy and stop me sitting round the house on my phone with nothing better to do ☹