... did it and played it off as a miscarriage. I deeply regret it and realized I made a huge mistake. I want to tell him and is hoping that he'll forgive me and we can move forward but i know it isn't that easy. I've asked God for forgiveness and myself and my baby. I feel as if my husband needs to know the truth. It's killing me on the inside keeping this secret. I know what I did was absolutely wrong and I take full responsibility. But I want to fight for my marriage. What do I do? I wish I never had done it. I wish I had seen that everything was so perfect and could go back in time. I'm such a horrible person. I feel like my life is useless