I had a dream that he was ignoring me even though I was right there talking to him. He would ignore me and start talking to my best friend (they have history with eachother meaning; dated before in the past) he clearly ignored me the whole time! I even like tried to hold his hand like all couples do . But he just denied it and let go and kept talking to my bestie. So I was talking to other people while he talked (flirt) with my best friend . And then all of a sudden we were in a classroom and the teacher told us to make a circle so I followed my bf to stand next to him. But he followed my best friend. So I just left him to stand somewhere else, and since he was my bf I thought he would follow me .. But turns out he followed and stood next to my best friend.
I don't know if this means anything . I just woke up and got kinda of I don't know .. Scared ? I'm very scared to lose him . Ever since we started dating I thought I was gonna lose him , cuz a lot of girls like him. Plus, he has history with my best friend. Which makes it worse . They have dated before and their feelings lingered eachother for a very long long time . Then I showed up and then BOOM , we started dating . And he told me he doesn't like her anymore either . But I somehow am struggling to believe that :/
And please don't write stuff like I should break up with him or anything unless if u really have too .
P.S - I'm very sorry if my writing isn't the best like if I didn't add periods or anything . I wrote this in a hurry . Again , I'm truly sorry . Please understand :) please answer !