I got my drivers permit when I was 17, I had tried 4 times and finally got it! I went driving with my dad at least twice a week for at least 45 minutes. A year later I took the driving test and failed terribly (luckily no one was hurt). My permit expired, I tried to renew it, and failed despite spending hours studying. I am now 19 and a college freshman, I do not have the time or energy to study. No matter how I try I fail. At best I end up right back at square 1. What's worse is that i'm 19 so, I have to watch kids 5 YEARS YOUNGER than me get THEIR DRIVERS LICENSE and THEIR PERMITS! I must be RETARDED! It seems almost set in stone that i'll never drive. I think god may hate me. I can no longer take my self seriously, my drive and work ethic are gone, but my efforts never pay off anyway, so, I don't know why it matters! Should I give up? -Embarressed /retarded