It seems as if all I do is lose people. Everyone that I've ever been good friends with or been in a relationship - one by one, they all dislike me for various reasons now. And now, my best friend of five years, whom I've been in love with, got back with her ex-boyfriend and now we aren't even friends anymore, which means I can't be a godfather to her daughter anymore. I keep making the wrong decisions - always. I mean so well, but no matter how hard I try, I always screw up and it costs me the people I love. I feel like dying, it's all I think about. I'm so depressed and this latest heartbreak is pushing me on edge. Can anyone help me? Give me some insight.
I feel very down, to the point that I don't even want to be alive anymore. What should I do?
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- 3+ months ago by Incognito22
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- people, friend, point, down, feel, lose, alive, relationship, friends, good, relationships
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I am a loner, but not by choice. I too find it hard to keep relationships for very long, despite my best efforts to do so. I however have found joy from following the Biblical advice to be “keeping an eye, not in personal interest upon just [our] own matters, but also in personal interest upon those of the others.” (Philipians 2:4) True, when you feel left out, it’s easy to feel depressed or sad. However, instead of sinking further into despair, try to do something for someone in need. You may even be able to forge new friendships that way and even if you don't you at least feel better about yourself.