My jaw doesn't open very wide (no bigger than two fingers)
I have something in my eye (and have been to docters, and optometrist)
My boyfriends, step mum threatened us
My stomach hurts so much (not sure if due to "P")
And while I was in the docters for my eye.. I felt so down. Like I was hopeless.. Just giving up. (And I mean I actually physically felt hopeless..)

How's that possible..? How can I just cheer myself up.. Think that everything's going to be okay again?