My mom suffers from depression and i live with both my parents my mom and dad and my brother. My mom started yelling at me really bad in january. I hate being yelled at i cant deal with it she NEVER yells at my brother saying its always me who makes her mad and that my brother never does anything. I cry every time she yells at me and when we went to the doctor yesterday i had to get a note for missing school. She walked up there but walked back and told me to get the note myself i was already crying. I walked up there crying got my note and asked to speak to the doctor. I was crying so hard and she has called me a witch today who doesn't care about her. She told me i was lucky that she bought me a bag of chips today (which i never asked for). She said she will take everything from me but my clothes and food and water and books. I will only be allowed to go to school and nothing else she has made me a prisoner. I don't want to be around her anymore i am ashamed to call her my mother. I am already a shaky person from one of my schools where i was bullied for 3 years. I cried myself to sleep every night. I don't even want to come home anymore because she treats me and reminds me so so much of the kids from my old school i can just see all the hate for me in her eyes. She had made me shake worse and has made my anxiety rocket. She says i will get over it. She says i did all this stuff to her I NEVER DID. I just wanna have a happy life i have years left of living with this lady before i can ever leave. Im crying now i just wanted somebody to talk to.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sad?
- Posted:
- 3+ months ago by Moonlight...
- Topics:
- mom, brother, dad, depression, january, parent, bad, sad, parents
Added 3+ months ago:
I don't know what i did to deserve this to have my own mother hate me!!?? I just cant take much more of this I'm not as strong as i seem i play like everything is ok but its really not.
Answers (1)
i'm so sorry you have to go through this anytime you would like to talk look me up i think mom is unhappy with her self she has down something she doesn't understand no excuse for what she is doing mom probably needs the help of a counselor or mental health therapist surprises mr dad hasn't stepped in to make her a appointment to see anyone can you talk to your dad about this mabe not she really needs to see someone mabe you might need to talk to someone to hon it might help you understand things a little better don't blame your self it isn't your fault