I really don't. I really don't smile much now for some reason. Something feels always feels missing or off in my life like there's no last piece to a puzzle. I noticed I have trouble sleeping a lot and I don't eat much anymore. I've become very impatient and worried about everything. I don't cry that much as I use to. I don't feel the same as I used to. Idk what it is, but i feel sad a lot.