I have recently put on 75 lbs. over the past 10 weeks (110-185) due to stress, lack of sleep ,less time for a meal (me resorting to fast food) and parties. The worst part is I like my fat body. I want to get fatter, but don't at the same time. I think I would be happier and feel more comfortable fatter. I am at a 65-35 (65 wants to get fat 35 doesn't want to get fat). I am even wearing less clothing (bikini, underwear, crop top, etc.) just to see my body. I am also binge eating a lot as well. Please help me as I am unsure as what to do.