its been 16 years and i am now in high school. i was afraid to talk to her, because i was afraid to make my life worse. she was the only thing i loved in my life and it was the worst thing that ever happened to me. i didnt know what i was thinking. and now when i see her i just stare at her, thinking about the past and always looked away if she was about to look in the general direction i was in. i think she misses me but im not sure. i see her talking to other boys,but i dont think its a serious matter. i miss her so much that if i had to get her to care about me again i would kill myself so that she would think about me. i also now have depression since she`s left me. i want to get back with her since she`s all that matters to me. please help me, because im nothing without her.