Well theres this school play that I tried out for. I thought i did really good on the tryouts for acting and singing. But on the dancing i thought i did bad. I keep saying after the dance OMG i forgot to smile i am so mad at myself. My friend said if i dont make it will i cry and i said no even though i wasnt sure. But then i went home and thought about it and relized how good i thought i did. I was expecting to have who made it posted or friday but it was on thursday. I didnt make it and my friend did. I had three frinds in chrous and thats when i found out they all made it. I was really upset and tried not to show it. I was smiling but i couldnt hold back too much longer so my eyes turned red and tears came out. All my friends felt really mad and did sad faces and werre holding my had. But i was trying really haard to smile do i was like cring and smiling. A ramdum girl who did amke it came over and said i herd someone was cring. then she hugged me. I was trying so hard to hold it back. Now i feel really embarssed. My other friend didnt make it and she didnt cry no one else cried. But i just wanted to make it so badly. I really wish i didnt cry. Now i feel like a baby.