I am 16 years old and usually very nice to everyone. I help other people in need and I do volunteer work. I'm having trouble with family, relationships, grades in school, and I worry about my future. The first issue is that my mother and father are divorced and I chose to stay with my dad and now my mother hates me. Second, I have trouble with relationships. Women do not seem to like me for some odd reason. Third, my grades in school aren't the best and it might be caused by my depression. Fourth, I worry about my future. "Will I become homeless, Will I have a go job, Where will I live, and Who will I marry if i get married in the first place" are some of the questions I ask myself every night. I have suicidal thoughts that have been formed by my depression. My parents do not know that I am suicidal and I hope they never find out. If they found out, my parents and/or siblings will make fun of my mental illness. I have been diagnosed with ADHD in 2010 but have not been put on medication. I do not have a prescription for anti-depressants. Can anyone help me?