hye, i suppose to marry my 1st boyfriend or the second one? and my family is very strong with their caste...
1st boyfriend: different caste, before this he used to suspect me for each and everything and he is also have few bad characters, but he is so lovely on me. after one year of our relationship we break up because my parents make a big problem..that the really time he start to change his attitude and start going work n earn some money...because of my parents happiness i break up with him...he so worried, beg me 4 back to him and so on...we both together we faced alot of problems together some by friends, money and so on...i noe him past 5 years...1st we both was friends than end up with love relationship...
2nd boyfriend: same caste with me, parents know him well...parents noe well...parents okay if i coupled with him...he is far from me...lack meeting each other, jus few months relationship...he have own business, gud character...but we both often have arguments in call...only been meet him up 4 few times, but i know him past 6 years, we both was a gud friends and nw we both in love relationship...each other noe abt our past life stories well..

now my 1st boyfriend meet me and started to talk with me, and i very sure my parents wont agree him and if i want get married to him pretty sure my parents wont be happy n wont agree, but i cant forget him seems he was with me every time and the caring of him even though he suspect me...he is so lovely...

what am i suppose to do...should i 4gt the 1st? should i love back him by explain the 2nd abt my situation? or jus love the second by keep forgetting the 1st?
pls tell me a good answer...am in big confusion now