I know for a fact that I have ocd and I have been dealing with this for a few years and there's no other explanation for everything. I feel guilty for nothing , I feel paranoid and I have to do specific actions otherwise I get horrible thoughts about people dying or that everyone will turn on me. I will need to re read things many times and read backwards to feel just a little bit alright. I've gone to a doctor but she told me she can't give me a test due to my age and the fact that a teacher hasn't rang about being concerned, which got me very mad. Can I get rid of it on my own with no ones help, if so how and what medication?