I'm going to see my old childhood best friend sometime soon. I'm 16, he's 17. I haven't seen him in a while/hung out with him in a while. I want to kiss him. I was thinking of bothering him then we would play fight then I kiss him. but, I don't want to make things awkward after. Cause I would be spending the whole day with him, so I don't want it to be awkward, I would say sorry after but I just don't want it to be awkward. I'm also nervous around him last time I saw him recently ( just small talk) I was really nervous around him I was shaking, he's very very attractive now. So, my question is how should I kiss him? When should I kiss him? How do I make things not awkward after I kiss him?
Also, last night we were talking early in the morning at like 1AM and I said, I'd love to go on a late night walk right now, and he said, lol we could now and I said really? and he said mhm I said, let's go. he was like lol really? I'm serious and I said, if I could I would then he said lol ii. Was he just being nice or? Like what happened here? He just went on a late night walk himself
I've always had a soft spot for him, idk why but I do and I happen to have some feelings for him.
Thanks to anyone who takes the time to answer! :)
