I work in an office and colleagues are nice here. The only bad thing is that the organisation structure is very messy and there is no clear definition on what we are doing. We have team meeting every week, but I always very quiet and do not speak to much. I meant to be proactive and always ask questions. I soon found out the more I asked, the more confused answer I received. And now I just keep silent. The full team are Aussie and native English speakers. I am Chinese and can't really go indepth when we have a conversation about non-work topics. I feel like I an isolated, I shouldn't think at that way but the feeling just keep coming up.