i read my exs diary to see how she felt about me as im insecure tbh. i found out she was seeing someone when she had got with me and i paniced and denied reading it and said her friend told me. She then slowly drifted away from me and we split up. I love her so much and i know what we had was special and she even said she was completely happy with me but she dont trust me. How do i get that trust back? how do i show her how much i love her? how do i get her back?