I am 19 years old married attending college and expecting a baby. My husband son and i live with my parents along with my two sisters and my brother . The other day i asked my sister what she plans to do with her life and she said she plans to move far away. She does not mind only seening family on special ocassions. I found this heartbreaking. I am so close to my family and just thinkinging about how we will all be scattered around the country depresses me. Theese are the people i love and grew up with. In addition i cant stop thinking about how life for my parents will be like in the years to come. my parents are in their mid 40s work at a factorys assembly line and come home tierd everyday. It brings tears to my eyes to witness the development of arthritis in my mothers hands due to the intense labor at work. It scares me to think of my parents future because they cant speak english. what will they do what will they live off of how will they make their home payments? The simply thought of my mother developing depression due to seperation from her children and arthritis breaks my heart i cant stop thinking about it. I now its a part of life but im barley realizing it. I only plan to become succesfull and help finish paying my parents home as a token of my gratitude twords them. They have helped me out so much that i beleive that is the least i can do. but how do i stop feeling depressed.