I stopped talking to one of my friends because I was afraid of becoming obsessed with her. The withdrawal only made things worse and I keep thinking about her all the time. I keep crying because I said things to her that I should have kept to myself. Now I have the feeling that she'll never be my friend ever again and I just want to apologize and step out of her life and cry alone.
the day I put this question she texted me "I miss you" and I didn't know how to respond so I just did and she seemed angry... and now things have gone silent again... if I find a way to solve this I'll let you know