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You first need to know the purpose of your life in this world which is a precious purpose but most people and you are among them do not know it
You exist in this world for one purpose only which is to worship and glorify the only God (Allah) and obey the Almighty and be subject to tests by Allah in this life via good and bad things in order to prove that you deserve the prize if you pass these tests by Allah
The prize will be living in the paradise forever in the hereafter and if you fail the test you will be in the hellfire forever in the hereafter
Allah created us the human beings to live temporarily in this life then we will all die then Allah will resurrect us from death in the judgement day to judge our actions and believes and if we lived in this world as Allah ordered us then Allah will put us in the paradise forever otherwise Allah will put us in the hellfire
We have to be patient facing all problems in this life and believe they are tests from Allah and Allah will reward us in the hereafter with higher ranks in the paradise
Can't you be patient for your life here to gain the paradise forever in the hereafter?
You life in the hereafter is unlimited therefore your life in this world compared to your life in the hereafter considered nothing therefore my advice to you is be patient and believe in one God Allah and obey Allah