Dear Answerers,

I have a wonderful boyfriend, (let's call him by his oc name) Blue Fire. Blue keeps giving me presents, and more presents, and even more presents. He also talks to me on Skype and Minecraft A LOT, and even bought minecraft for me, he also made me a donator in mc, and he also let me live with him in mc. Now, the way he asked me to be his girlfriend, he gave me a bar of chocolate. Then he started with all the presents. Then we went ONCE to the movies, and we haven't been on any dates other than that. We've been together for over two months now, and nothing like serious has happened. My mom will *quote unquote* NEVER EVER EVER let me go to his house, EVER, and it's kinda hard to get him at my house, since mom could come home any minute (she surprises me sometimes and doesn't tell me when she's coming home). And I guess the only way for us to meet up is to go outside and do something. But aside from giving me gifts, he's not very romantic...my boyfriend before him was a total (I repeat) TOTAL jerk, not showing ANY affection for me in public, but I was more attracted to him then I am to Blue. Now, as I said, it's been over two months now, AND NOTHING HAS HAPPENED. I want to kiss him, but I'm afraid to make the first move. Mom will KILL me for kissing a boy (I'm almost thirteen) and she thinks something will...happen. Just because he's polish does NOT mean he's some kind of pervert, mom! Anyways, how do I grow to love him? I really want to love him...but I CAN'T GET OVER MY PREVIOUS BF. I donlt get it...but sometimes I really love Blue, sometimes I really doubt our relationship is working. Why is that? Please help me...

The main questions are:
1. How do I grow to love him? (and how long's it gonna take?)
2. How do I stop loving a person who loved me for a day and threw me away?
3. How do I kiss him? And what would I tell mom to be able to be with him?

Thank you for the help,
Sugar Sparkz

P.S.
Sorry for the long read