So my parents want to take Chinese this year and yes, i am Chinese. I cant already speak it fluently but im not good at practicing it or writing it. Whenever im in that class, i feel out of place and insecure. Furthermore, my two closest friends in that class love Chinese and seems to be even more closer than usual in that class. My other close friend isnt taking the class and im afraid that if the teacher wants us to pair up, i wont have anybody to pair with! I also never liked Chinese and i find it very boring. Any ideas?