I am an utter loser, all I have achieved in my life so far in life is failure. Its like god is just messing around me or just mad at me. I've made bad decisions all my life and I never learnt from them. I've wasted lost of money to bad decisions I made in life weather they're business or personal. I dont wanna end my life coz I am just 29 and just wanna see if things get better in future, if not then I am ready to die keep trying as an old loser. I just got married and we are planning to work on our first kid. My wife is highly successful individual, she has achieved alot in her life, career wise. How can I make sure my kids grow up being champions but not drop dead losers like me, coz believe me guys being loser is no fun