I had a incident a few years ago. A firework exploded at a family gathering. I got hit in the head with one, and I think my hair was on fire for a second. Everyone else is fine, but I'm not. I can't be near fireworks without feeling sick, and wanting to faint. I went out on the Fourth this year, just for sparklers, and my father lit a small, small firework, and I was on my knees, then indoors. I wanted to cry. I need an answer on how to stop this, because fireworks are a big thing in my family, and I want to be able to enjoy them again. And, yes, I think it is trauma related, because I cover my head instantly as well.
