... no pressure from my family or anyone to do something.
But I like anxious all the time. And it is getting worse. I'm almost done with fashion designing course . It's the final year. This is something I always wanted to do.
But all I wanted to say that I have other things on my mind. I want to be a youtuber. People like Bethany Mota, superwoman aka lilly singh, Ellen Degeneres. They inspire me and motivate me. I feel I should do something like. Even If I start up with any of my plan on the list I start filming it I end up screwing things up. For example DIY, and I don't get good ideas.
I want to do perfect. Okay fine I want to just Okay. But I can't.
Then I also feel what if people won't like me. I know I should give it a try. Honestly I'm a lazy ass, I just keep on dreaming, that's why I sleep a lot just to avoid the situation. I want to do something big. I want to do well in creative fields. Because I feel I have that thing in me. But I'm afraid of being judged, or I won't succeed in life. I want to be successful and happy. Do something for parents.
Advice guys?