... grades and im putting bloud and sweat into work, i have an awsome friend i dont get to spend time with because her dad hates me, my dog died, my mom and siblings hate me, my grandma wont talk to me, and i've spent about 3 and a half years trying to find my talent and i just think cutting my wrist will get rid of some of those feelings put i've always had a fear of sharp objects and pain so i want to find a way to cut me without pain like numming myself any answers