First you need to know my past I might be depressed I don't know but my friend give my life meaning first I had to move then a divorce and putting down my 1 petat the new school I was called retarded but I just have to go into a mentally I'll class for writing and reading then I was good with my crush till someone said I said bad stuff about her she hated me for 2 years and then I asked her out she said no latter in as ye I only could have time with her for a summer she is the reason I am alive now my stepmom she likes her real daughter better than me but she blames everything on us and Libby was an only child so with siblings she is a huge brat she swore at us called wanted me to be normal"" and calls my friends and me a bich she thinks I take drugs but her older son smokes she dose not care help I will answer details