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Wonderful day to you my dear! It's normal for you to think or dream something like that. At your age you have so many things to do, studying, hang out with your friends and family as well as your relatives. If you don't go to school, find a job to help you for a leaving, help your parent and your siblings if you have. Enjoy first your life, there is a time for everything. Time to enjoy your youthfullness and time to settle down if you find the right person for you, to become the father of your child, the one that you'll love whole heartedly, that's the time you start planning to have your own baby your own family.
That means you won't be a virgin anymore unless you choose to go in-vitro and live on your own. You know it wasn't that many years ago when marital virginity was an expectation. Not so much at all anymore. You can keep yours, and offer it as a real gift, if you find only the very best loving, caring, and steady-minded husband within your realm of possibility. Don't pick a loser just because he looks, speaks, and dresses well. Find a real, balanced man. They are there.