I met my boyfriend this last summer. Before we actually dated, I was struggling a bit with how I felt about him, but the whole time he was without a doubt enamored by me. He is really a good guy, and I know he cares a lot about me. However, the other day from a mutual friend, he sort of let out some information about a girl my boyfriend hooked-up with over the summer (which means we weren't dating yet). But, it was during the time he really really liked me, which is something I can't understand. I've never been in such a situation before. I reallllllllly didn't like this girl too, and she has STDs. After finding this out, I felt so sick and occasionally still do. Im trying really hard to get over this, but its so hard.
I can reason with myself and know it was really nothing, but why can't I get over it!!??? I hate feeling sick about it