... a Christian but with a little more radical views. Sooner or later she is going to move to India as a missionary and she has asked if I will come with her. I have never considered leaving my home town let alone my country.

I live a very materialistic life and sometimes I think of my self as a good person rather then Christian because my day to day actions tend not to be very Christian sometimes. Moving to India will be a life changing decision both physically and spiritually and I am in two minds about it.

On one hand I don't want to leave what I have now. I have a good job, loving family and friends and I am even considering building a house soon.

But on the other hand I know I am not a very good Christian and this could be just what I need to strengthen my relationship with god. Leaving behind all the distractions of a sinful life.

Can anyone spare any thoughts to this little situation?