... prity much every feature I have . Anyway, this self conscious side of me does stay behind closed doors and I put on a brave face but it really does effect me. I am shy and nervous around girls but once I get to know them I fell relatively confident around them. Anyway , I have two qs to ask, one: is there a way I can feel good in myself? I either feel good about how I look or really bad so I don't know if people are ripping the piss out of me or actually like me. For example I was at a disco and a girl asked me would I kiss her friend. When I saw her friend she was beautiful. Me feeling no self confidence felt she was ripping the piss and so I just laughed even though she seemed serious?... I mean I'm not the ugliest thing in the world but since my features have all been negatively commented on during my life I feel no self worth... Help ... Also is it bad that I haven't kissed someone yet? I mean I don't feel it's something I am dying to do but something that I feel I need to do. This might just be because I am friends with a lot of people who are confident and have done so or because tv is always making a big deal about young love ( especially on kids shows like icarly) please help me as this really makes me worry .... Can you confert me or share some wisdom? Thanks for reading this :)