hey guys and girls. I need help. I really do. My girl friend and i were very close. we did it all from tattoo to taking poop infront of each other. both our family know we were for each other and then she went to college for grad school and we still made it work ... and after school i was going to same school a 3 week before school ended she started to talk to this other guy and he told her all the stuff girls wanted to hear and she started to like him.... and i told her dude what u are doing is killing us. please stop and she did not. but the sad part is that she seem so happy and i am so fuking sad and i cant do shit i am losing weight i am drinking more wtf is wry with me i cant stop looking at her face book and her picture and all the notes that she wrote me for so long and i start to go to gym but all my friends and family member know i am sad i am just never the guy i was. i was always the center of room or light but now i am just in conner wishing i can have her back. Its been 3 weeks i went to party with mind set i will kiss other girl and i did but it was so werid while kisss ing her i was thinking about my girl. She seem so happy even tho she is not dating that guy they hanging out all the time and i am here lost why is this happening to me.. sry my grammar is off i am just typing as fast and super sad. how can you move on from this. I wish she would be this sad and feel my pain. in summer she will be back home and this guy and all her fake ass friends will be away. I hope she feels and misses me cuz this is not fair to me. i did it all. i really did. i just want to call her and ask her why did u leave me. I am not ugly i go to college where did i go wry. i know i feel like a bitch but i have never felt this pain in my life. i am so sad i am so sad life is so hard. I cant move on its been about one month and i thinking about her when i am sleeping or when i am not. I feel like shit. I go out but its not the same. i hope i can come out strong from this. some one tell me how can i get over without thinking. we both have each other name tattoo and i dont wanna take my off.