7th grader, Filipino, long black hair, black eyes. Well... we met in 6th pr. . That's how we became friends. I would always make her laugh, and yada...just so much good memories! We would talk to each other outside of class,ya know bout random stuff. We were just great friends. But then...all the sudden, one day I started having these weird feelings towards her. then I realized that I started having a crush on her. Then, every time I saw her, I'd always blush,get nervous, somewhat...giggle...xDD. And she'd just smile back at me, like she wanted to giggle too. But then, a few months passed by... and I started to stop talking to her...and she stopped talking to me, as well. so It's been around 3 months and... we haven't talked to each other since god knows when. I know, I screwed things up... I made it awkward between us. Every time we talk, I always make the conversation boring, I just dont know what to say, I'm to nervous. But the saddest thing is... I'm now realizing I'm in love with her. I started prank calling her, right poetry 'bout her, songs bout her! And now... I'm going into a state of depression. Why? Well... because I miss me and her friendship. It's really gotten to me. And now, I see her in my 2nd and 6th pr. and It breaks my heart, to see her milling and having fun with her friends..and I remember when we used to do that. I just really miss our friendship. It's making my heart...sad.... I dont know what to do anymore. we dont even talk to each other anymore. I miss her... and I dont know what to do. 'cause If I try to start a conversation with her, I wreck up... or just dont know what to say, and It's back to being awkward...jeez... . What do I do? I want it to be normal again. ='[
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I think u need to be honest with her. Tell her u started to get a chrush on her and it mad u do silly things, tell her u want ur friendship back becase u miss it.. The only right thing to do is tell her u miss talking to her and that u think about her all the time, and if u feel that u will mess up the conversation, just pass her a note and tell her how u feel.. be honest, that is the only thing that u can do.. and dont keep ur feelings bottled up inside continue writting poetry, and songs.. vent ur emotions...
Don't go empty handed. If you can afford it, buy a small bouquet of flowers, women love them. Ask if you can speak to her, and when you do, flowers first, then ask her fora few moments of her time. Then tell her honestly how you feel without getting too mushy. You'll have to accept whatever answer she gives, if it's friendship, grab it and stay close but not clinging. Love rarely blossoms at first, it develops. And speaking of blossoms, don;t forget their real meaning and magical power. If your relationship doesn;t develop, no need to be depressed, just put herin your memory banks, grieve for about 2 days, and start with someone new. It's just ahuman experience, we all go through it, if it fails, stand and hold your head up, then take a step forward.
yes he is