hi everyone i wasn't going to talk about this
to anyone ever but i really need an answer so
my life goes something like this.
all my life i do 2 things go to school
get back play video games
that's it i have no friends and i have a family that i
live with but no nothing about this is how lonely I'm
i don't talk or speak to anyone and its really fine by
me + i really hate everything
i have a lot of problems but this one is weird
my family are probably the only (humans) i talk two
and i really hate theme i never had a confrontation
with theme without theme making fun of me or without
telling me what to do and they always end up right and
im rung and there yelling never stop
the only person i enjoy talking
to is my sister shes younger then me by a year
and shes the only girl i talk to shes probably the
only person i really like
now and the real problem is
i cant go to sleep i can go to bed 3 ours
early and stell cant sleep i can count sheep tell
1 melion and it wont do any good
its because of here
here image in my mined all the time
i really like her as a family member
but not in a sexual way id rather do it with an animal
and not mes with here i now its incest
i thought if i stooped seeing here it would stop
so i changed my room to a far away place in the house
it just got worst not only i cant sleep but
i keep seeing here and hearing here every were i go
its been ten years sens this begin and now im 20years
every time i seelp i wake up and feel like i hadn't
slept at all
should i get sleeping bills ?
now i don't want to hear this answers
get help go to a doctor or tell your mom
there is no way in hell im going to some one face
to face and tell him i have a crush on my sister
get a girlfriend
i cant because its agents or culture your have to get married first then date that women
wired but ya this is the way and no im not interested in mirage