hi everyone i wasn't going to talk about this

to anyone ever but i really need an answer so

my life goes something like this.

all my life i do 2 things go to school

get back play video games

that's it i have no friends and i have a family that i

live with but no nothing about this is how lonely I'm

i don't talk or speak to anyone and its really fine by

me + i really hate everything

i have a lot of problems but this one is weird

my family are probably the only (humans) i talk two

and i really hate theme i never had a confrontation

with theme without theme making fun of me or without

telling me what to do and they always end up right and

im rung and there yelling never stop

the only person i enjoy talking

to is my sister shes younger then me by a year

and shes the only girl i talk to shes probably the

only person i really like


now and the real problem is

i cant go to sleep i can go to bed 3 ours

early and stell cant sleep i can count sheep tell

1 melion and it wont do any good

its because of here

here image in my mined all the time

i really like her as a family member
but not in a sexual way id rather do it with an animal
and not mes with here i now its incest

i thought if i stooped seeing here it would stop

so i changed my room to a far away place in the house

it just got worst not only i cant sleep but

i keep seeing here and hearing here every were i go

its been ten years sens this begin and now im 20years

every time i seelp i wake up and feel like i hadn't

slept at all

should i get sleeping bills ?

now i don't want to hear this answers


get help go to a doctor or tell your mom

there is no way in hell im going to some one face
to face and tell him i have a crush on my sister


get a girlfriend


i cant because its agents or culture your have to get married first then date that women
wired but ya this is the way and no im not interested in mirage