... semester wasn't good at all, I left with a GPA of 2.02 got three Fs. Over the break I actually thought I motivated myself for this semester and had plans of coming back staying focus and do well. I was depressed last semester, cried many times and spent time searching the net about alternatives and complaining to my peers and was considering not going back. Now am back , third week and I feel almost the same. I feel like stop going to college. I don't want to look on what others around me doing and I don't think I want to return either. I just want a good future though, one that I have a good home and live comfortably. I am doing the sciences at school right now not what I wanted to do, I want to be a doctor and I've been accepted since month to study in a Caribbean country through self financing program. I don't even feel excited no more , I don't know how to feel , that's being away 7 years from Home, not sure I'd every that. I seem to be a person that can't manage pressure. I hate being away from home as well. I am currently using student loan for finance that's kinda the down side too but I just don't believe I should be going school if am genuinely unhappy. Confused