Don't know biological father and this seems to have a big affect recently in school and outside of school. Don't like getting into relationships with people and I feel that this is down to not trusting many people (self diagnosed so not too sure) also get in moods when thinking about any of this. Friends have advised me to meet my father but nothing inside of me wants to see him but then I feel empty without knowing anything. Only found out (after 16 years of living) that my step-dad wasn't actually my biological father. Found this out by accident and just really want too know what could possibly be wrong with me or how I think about things or behave or whatever, all really confuses me, don't know how to put any of this into a paragraph that makes sense so I'm sorry for that, thankyou