OK for the past 3 months i have liked this girl Katie...and i questioned my sexuality .but then looked it up...and it's normal for straight to get crushes on other girls. but while i was still crushing on her..i remember this girl named Rosalyn.and then it came to me that i liked her as well...it was elementary ...i know i liked her because i always had that feeling...like always wanting to be around her and stuff....and then i started to remember my 2nd grade teacher and having that same feeling for her..now i am like why am i remembering this now? .in middle school i still had a crush on Rosalyn...but i never thought nothing of it..like not being bi-curious....it's almost like i ignored it...and i have had crushes on guys before but they didn't last as long as the ones i had on girls. i have never been with a girl before only guys .but i can see myself with a girl...the only thing i am curious is about what it feels like to kiss a girl. on wanting to be with girl? .....i think it would be different...i have no problem with it. now i am starting to remember this counsler......she was my counsler at this camp. and for some reason i was trying to go back to see if i had anymore crushes ....and she just popped up into my head....because i just remember that feeling....and honestly ....i missed her a lot. she was so cute and young...she was like 18 but i remember having that feeling as i did for Rosalyn and my teacher......i have always looked at girls butts and their breasts...i mean i have no problem with it....it feels normal to me. anyways ...i have had a lot of boyfriends in my lifetime like 8....and none them lasted that long...i have liked guys before ....but i would like them less than a month and then get over it less than a week. but it is taking me a long time to get over katie....it's been about 2 months now. but THAT IS NOT THE POINT.....the point is ....could this be a phase??? or could i really be bisexual. and PLEASE don't say ...."don't worry about labeling yourself ...your too young" bullshit...ok? i want to at least give comfort to myself.....why do we have labels.....if we shouldn't worry about them? ....try to figure that out.
