Hi, I really need help on this one. My boyfriend broke up with me a week ago today and I'm finding it so hard...
I haven't spoken to him or seen him and I miss him like crazy.
The other night though, I posted this song from (final fantasy viii) a video game he showed me when we were together...
the song's title is actually my name so I decided to post it to facebook cause i was thinking of him.
That same night I logged on and noticed he posted a song from the same video game (final fantasy x) as well.
His song, however was an orchestra with strings, piano and the whole sha-bang, very climatic.
Where mine was just a guy playing the song on a piano.
As well, he really made it clear when he broke up with me it was over.
I have a few things that are still at his place and he told me to not come around and get them because he would bring them over.
He hasn't brought them over and it's been making me think and hope that he doesn't want to let go.
Do you have any idea what the song post was or why he hasn't brought my things back?
I'm fighting the urge to call and contact him but I don't know how much longer I can go.
I miss him with everything and I am still so in love with him.
I want him and I to be together again. Please help.
I'm trying to not hold on to false hope if it is.
I've just been thinking since he was really firm on his decision... but he hasn't given me my things...
Could this mean anything?
Does he want me back?
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How did that happend?
We had a huge argument in his car and he dropped me home...
Well, I think you should talk to him. Because The break up was only caused by an argument. If he refuses well it's his loss. :)
Ok... not exactly it kind of goes deeper than that. We were kind of arguing once a week. It'd start off really small but then it'd grow into something bigger. Now that he's gone I've realised that all the silly arguments and fights were so unnecessary and didn't need to happen and could of been avoided... I reacted and talked to him in ways which I shouldn't of done and I still feel terrible about. I miss him with everything and I told him how I felt when we went to see a counsellor; that I didn't want to be the person that I was and that I am now focusing on getting better. It's just killing me cause I feel that he can't see hope in us any more cause we haven't been in a happy place for awhile. I just wish he could know that I'm serious about making changes and that it isn't for him that it's actually for me because I've denied it for so long when family and friends had told me about the attitude I have sometimes.
Just go for it. :) It doesn't hurt to try. And it's better then suffering from the pain.
He broke up with me....