Say I'm walking down the street to school or something. If I hear a car coming behind me, I walk slightly faster and try to get past a tree or a crack in the paving or anything that marks a point in the road. I try to do this before the car passes me. This somehow reassures me that the day is going to be good. It's kind of like gambling in a weird way..
I wouldn't say I'm a clean freak, but I do prefer it if things are organized and neat, but I'm not uptight and strict about it. My dad's a psychiatrist but I feel uncomfortable asking him. Need help from people I don't know