I'm scared of random strangers to the point were I can't go outside alone, this is an effect of my autism... I have to go to a trip so my foster parents can get a break which already scares me to tears, but I've also got to spend two nights a week later in respite care. None of my friends are in the trip or respite care. I'm so scared, but no one cares.

I'm always on my computer and I take any of my dishes out and wash them afterwards, this is pretty much all that I do. I don't take attention from my foster parents at all, apart from occasionally speaking to them for a little bit. I don't consider myself a handful and I don't think anyone understands how scared I am of this. I'm becoming very stressed.

I've looked everywhere on the internet but all the help is for foster parents, not the kids. This question boils down to this. Can I go with my real life aunties, is there any way to choose where I go? I'm sixteen, I've been migrating foster homes pretty much all my life. I'm not used to social confrontations so please be gentle with your words. Thank you.