I am 12 soon turning 13, at the beginning of this year i was threatend to be killed and raped and that i wasnt safe in my own home and they would make be die slowly stuff like tht, my mum was really upset and i think she had depression for awhile but if a adult was afected from that wouldnt a child be too? after that i havent been able to sleep well, i sometimes dont feel safe at school, not a day goes by without thinking about it but sometimes i just want it to end! I feel differetn to other kids, when ever im in a room i always look for exits incase they come. When i feel sad i really feel sad but i am happy sometimes, like at school my friends say thr i always smile! What is wrong with me? Is this normal? Plz help!